Wednesday, April 25, 2012
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Friday, April 20, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
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Monday, April 16, 2012
Friday, April 6, 2012
Talking to people who are over work no time for themselves, it makes me a little uncomfortable can't even help them when they asked questions. How can you help a person when they started talking to you with an attitude...??? It happened every so often however i can't argue with them whatever questions and asking they want i have to remain calm. It is hard to put yourself burned out because of work, you need time to enjoy and embraced the beauty of nature get dancing, or other activities you love to do. You can't be mean to others because you can't help it, but be extra careful not to ruin your health because health is wealth. You can't be mad all day or take it as an excuse to yell at others because you want to, but think about it because bad behavior affects your health. Stay healthy and fit, enjoy your work have some time off, take a deep breath and relax. Take care talk to you again, don't forget to comment, 1'd and follow...see you later.
Friday, March 30, 2012
Everyday i have to start with my favorite activity G+'s sharing what i have or sharing what i do, what i eat, and who i'am. I'm happy chatting with people who listen, open minded people cheerful and friendly. Everyday i have to be very careful not to hurt someones feelings not to push them down but simply talking with humor and understanding. I grow up simple not really greedy about anything but simply loving my family i can't ask for more but i have to live with what my parents have and what they provided. I can't burden my parents to give me everything i need but i have to work hard to support them and support myself too. People are asking why i prefer to be by my own, but i said i need to be by my own because i chose to be alone. They said i'm wasting what i have beauty and time but who knows what's ahead i will be happy to be with someone but that someone is no where to be found. Maybe fate will bring us together who knows no one knows. I love my work i can manage it the way i want it, working is fun and outing is fun sometimes and i need it this coming weekend.. Take care everybody have some fun don't work so hard, my hug and kisses...muahhhss to all.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Hello to my audience all over the world don't forget to comment, 1'd, and follow after reading, i'am having fun with my G+ and talking to you via my blog. It was a great day for me to share and comment about my MinHo (S-Korean actor) i'd shared most of his photos and videos as well and search for more new events about him. I checked and shared with G+ users who followed MinHo it was great and so much fun sharing and by looking at his photos alone makes me happy. One more drama to come aside from "ONE AND ONLY" i found out about another drama "FIRST LOVE" i'm so excited and waiting. Checked it out i'm sure you will love all these drama i really do love him too. Anyway thanks to my audience all over the world muaahhhss...take care.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Sleepless in S-Korea it is great time for me using G+, here i can learn more about people in different languages and how they can communicate each other. I met lots of friends i circle, post, comment, share, 1'd and blog. I like songs,drama and movies too, i like some songs S-Korean version whenever i listen and watch what they have it really captured my soul and started searching for more S-Korean drama/movies. I followed S-Korean actor Lee Min Ho that draws my attention to like more S-Korean dramas. I followed Korean Drama Discussion Page there i met a G+Aryan Cold that really freaked me out at first even disabled his account because he thought he found his agaya (honey.) We become friends, he is really a great guy he makes me laugh and i learn to like him. However i can't figure it out who is this guy +Aryan and +Ethan he is weird sometimes. With our conversation i always mention my favorite Korean actor Mr Lee Min Ho which i guess he knows the actor well. I know +Ethan can't sleep without talking to me and without saying good night to me, he is always on time to support me talk to me and protect me..lol. However until now i want to know more about him just like i yearned to know my grandpa's Turkish name. My G+ i spent more hours + work is work load for me however i'am having fun and loving my G+ more than any other social networking. Through this i can write/blog, if what i'm doing can help others i'am happy. Thanks to you my audience all over the world keep reading love you all. Take care..
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Relaxing i'm still completing clients care plan/treatment plan yes i'm behind too much G+'s....haha, but almost done. Last night it was bright and beautiful outside a little snowiest night all the daffodils was covered by snow. I chat with my brother (older brother) last night and one of my nieces, glad to hear they're all doing well. My brother actually had worked abroad almost half of his life as AutoCad Draughtsman at Kentz Engineers & Construction he was able to send all his four girls to school, they're all doing good. One of them finished nursing and successfully passed board exam, financially i'm helping my nieces if they need help. But anyway no answer regarding my grandpa's Turkish name but i'll keep searching til i find it. So long i'll talk to you again soon...take care.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Here it is SUB i know you are excited to read this i can't figure it out but anyway SUB OR ZERO = to one human being needs attention? Actually i didn't hear any new results regarding my grandpa's original name however i want to learn all about Turkish costume and tradition wish me luck again it's gonna be fun a lot of fun. Well, SUB OR ZERO wherever you are i wish you all the best enjoy reading i'm sure you will love it, take care talk to you again have a great day.
I'll promise to write more sooner or later to keep you awake and to cheer you up....thanks to you my audience around the world don't forget to comment, follow or +1'd....love you all.
I'll promise to write more sooner or later to keep you awake and to cheer you up....thanks to you my audience around the world don't forget to comment, follow or +1'd....love you all.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Hello all thanks for visiting and reading however right now still searching more about my grandpa. I believe he's happy and smiling because i found out that he's a Turkish and yes i don't deny who i'am i love my grandpa whatever else that i need to know it makes me happy because that's where i came from. I received my Turkish jewelries it's beautiful i love it my nieces want it too. There are lots of things i need to do i'm doing this for my grandpa. You feel better when you know who you are it makes you happy really does. I promise i will write more about grandpa i hope this will help you understand who you are. Words is not enough to describe how happy i'am right now but God knows what i'm searching for i expected help and it came. Thank you once again i will talk to you again. Take care.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Sunny Sunday i like this weather i saw squirrels playing around the tree branches. In the front porch i have two corn holder i put corn and peanuts with shells for the squirrels to enjoy. I have my bird bath ready for the birds i give them bird food and nectar hummingbird food. So beautiful creature i love them, but anyway here i'am again to wake you up or keep you awake to continue reading my short story about my grandpa. So then my grandpa settled in the mountain province where he met my beautiful grandma. He opened a small store as a source of income, and here the European missionaries arrived, they introduced farming to the people in that area using the seeds from Europe. My grandpa took this opportunity and teal a farm of his own. He lived a wealthy life with his family owning a wide apple, citrus plantation and rice fields. With my grandpa's hard works they were able to afford photographs before. This story was told to my brother (older brother) from one of my uncle (my aunt's husband) that time when grandpa's still alive. I would like to keep going and learn more about my grandpa. I would like to unlocked more hidden treasure that my dad never ever told us (his children) before. I promise to continue with my story about my grandpa later.
Thanks to you my audience around the world for following my short story....take care and if you want to know who you are start it now, have to go ...keep reading.
Friday, March 2, 2012
Tonight will be a good night looking at the sliding glass door i see a cat beautiful cream colored cat with blue eyes. I opened the door to investigate why this cat is around no tag so i named him Philip. Maybe Philip is one of the outdoor cat because there are 4-5 cats visiting, i feel sorry for him but i can't let him in. I give him food and put a cat bed in the gazebo hopefully Philip will find it comfy. But anyway i would like to continue and tell you more stories about my grandpa. My niece is also contributing to this story that she heard from her dad (my brother.)One of my favorite thing to do searching, like digging for a hidden treasure. This is how the story goes it makes me happy when i heard that my grandpa is one of the crew in the Spanish vessels that went to the Philippines during that time. However when war broke out (world war two)my grandpa run, hiding in the mountains with his brother there he work as an errand boy with the Chinese merchant. Until they reach mountain province one of the area in the Philippines wherein Spaniards couldn't penetrate during that time. There he met my grandma my beautiful igorota grandma, my grandpa fall to this beautiful igorota and there they settled. My grandpa adapted a name to hid his identity from the Spaniards. My brother is not aware of grandpa's original surname, that's the reason why i want to know the original surname, my grandpa's Turkish surname.
Gee i'm sleepy i promise to continue my story about my grandpa as soon as possible....good night.
Gee i'm sleepy i promise to continue my story about my grandpa as soon as possible....good night.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Hi it's a wonderful weekend i notice some crocus and narcissus having its beautiful blooms. My amaryllis still alive one more blooms coming up. Well i guess you would like to read more about what's going on, right now i would like to talk about my grandpa. But anyway i would like to learn more about my grandpa and would like to learn their costume and tradition. It's not too late for me to see what's in store actually i started looking at some Turkish jewelries makes me happy, learning grandpa's real identity helps me understand who i'am. That's my aim right now to search more about him. This makes me happy learning more and solving the puzzle that was hidden for a long period of time. My dad never said anything about grandpa he never talk about grandma either. Once again i never had a long conversation with my dad before he never ever talk about his brothers or sisters or cousins. So anyway i have to put all the puzzles together and have my aunt help me understand why this happened. I remember there's a family reunion invitation when i was in high school but because of distance and work my dad never ask or talk about going to this reunion, my mother is speechless. The gathering begins and the reality comes when my dad pass away. Looking at the old family picture unlocked my grandpa's real identity by listening to my aunts story, this is where it begins i would like to know more about my grandpa.
So if anyone of you had a dad like my dad who never said anything about your grandpa, grandma, about his sisters and brothers start asking right now, now is the right time to do it, don't wait. Now is the right time to put all the puzzles together and have peace of mind knowing all your family members is very important.
Well i guess this is it for today i will talk to you again, take care.
So if anyone of you had a dad like my dad who never said anything about your grandpa, grandma, about his sisters and brothers start asking right now, now is the right time to do it, don't wait. Now is the right time to put all the puzzles together and have peace of mind knowing all your family members is very important.
Well i guess this is it for today i will talk to you again, take care.
Friday, February 24, 2012
T'was a beautiful morning looking of today not able to see my dad anymore. Just looking at my dad's photo this will help me all the way knowing that he is in a better place. A place where you can't see pain and sorrow. This moment of quietness i give up fear and worries because i know my dad is happy and glad to be where he is right now. My tears drop little by little with joy giving up my sadness and grieve because i know my dad is with the almighty.
I love you dear dad once again we will miss you....
I love you dear dad once again we will miss you....
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Tomorrow will be the burial day of my dear dad and i was looking at the old family picture. I see my dad a good looking dad of course i see my grandma she's a pure igorota (my beautiful grandma) from the province of Bauko Philippines, my grandpa is pure Turkish tall and good looking grandpa makes me wonder why i didn't even bother to wear Turkish fashion but i will now. I will find jewelries that will highlight my Turkish identity lol. As of now i have to take it easy my dad's youngest sister (her name is Maria) was funny she like stories, riddle. Yes one of the tradition they have to follow all the old folks came to sing for my dad (folk songs) after singing they exchange stories and riddle so beautiful i will share if my aunt allows me. Life is beautiful but this is it for my dad, this is the given time for him to go i will miss you dear dad...i love you.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
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Sunday, February 19, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
My Thursday went OK however my phone keeps on ringing at two o'clock in the morning til five. I'm trying to get up but I can't my body is aching from three days cleaning the house and yard work. Makes me wonder why I'm receiving calls that early, with curiosity I opened my computer to see if there's something I need to know, seriously. I did listen to messages via my phone I heard my niece talking two of my nieces send me messages. Yah I heard it clearly that my dad pass away peacefully. Though I don't have long conversations with my dad since my young age. We don't talk that much he works most of the time I remember he was away from us most of the time, mother worries sometimes caring for all of us (six children) plus my mother was pregnant that time. It was a hard journey to take if you're in that situation however everybody has their own life story. Anyways I'm prepared to accept what's next I did everything to help my dad not physically but financially. My dad suffered from stroke he was paralyzed (half body) due to delayed intervention he can only makes unsounded consonant he is like a deaf mute person. My dad was alcoholic and smoke tobacco I remember when I was young I see my dad drunk sleeping in the couch with a loud snoring. My dad works so hard as a miner in a place called diamond drilling, Philix mines in the Philippines. My dad receives pension and support from his SS as he went through with his medical treatment my sister in-law, mother, nieces and nephews help each other for the care of my dad while he was still alive we give all what we can till his last days. Thank you for your help especially to my sister in-law but there's nothing I can do right now but to say goodbye dad we will miss you.
Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him,
for he shields him all day long, and the one the
Lord loves rest between his shoulders. Deuteronomy 33:12
Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him,
for he shields him all day long, and the one the
Lord loves rest between his shoulders. Deuteronomy 33:12
Monday, February 13, 2012
Hello everybody sorry didn't talk to you for a week however here I'am to wake you up or keep you awake. Lots of work today not fun at all. By the way Happy Valentine's Day I hope everybody had a great heart day not heartache. I didn't eat my dinner yet but I will I'm sure you want to know what's going on with Alona. Yeah she is admitted at the hospital for observation psychiatric and for psychiatric medication reevaluation. Did I say it right? I'm glad her mother finally decided well to send Alona to the hospital she is the legal guardian of Alona so she can make everything happen. Alona's symptoms is not funny anymore lots of anger breaking, hitting, knocking and throwing things on the floor and plus she comes for cigarette every 15 minutes and comes for more. Alona becomes agitated and manic however I respect confidentiality so I have no intention to write longer than what I want it to be but I'm glad and happy to say that I like my work. I'm sure you like what you're doing too, because if you don't then you can't see the reality of what's in it. If you can see it then the solution is easy. So long I have to sign off now talk to you again. Good night
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Beautiful day here in my state, maybe I might go downtown and do a little shopping. Wonderful day...Alona will be with her sister later this afternoon for an outing.Nothing much to do this day but paper works. About Alona she will be moving out the end of this month. Might be a place where she can find more rules, no extras given period. I can see the picture already but yeah..it will be tough but, it will help Alona with her cigarette addiction. I cannot tell you if this changes or new windows works for Alona..might be or might not...anyways I have to sign off I need to work with my paper works...talk to you again...take care.
Friday, February 3, 2012
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I like to watch S-Korean drama and movies however this celebrity suicide victims in S-Korea really shocked me(I saw this video via You Tube). They're all talented and beautiful celebrities but why are they victims of suicide. I would like to help by sharing a word just words that will help you treasure "life." To all celebrities in S-Korea I like watching your drama and movies and also globally people are watching what you have..so please, please continually show what you have and make effort to love "life" because life is precious. Loving yourself means you care about yourself, don't allow yourself to be a victim of defeat be strong and enjoy what you're doing, love yourself, don't be tempted with too much vices but see the bright side also not only the dark side of life. If your reason is about family issues or other issues those are just normal issues in life that we people can overcome if we become strong enough to face it and work for the answer or solution. There is always second chances, so please do well and wake up to the reality that you are born to shine, to be alive and see the beauty of who you are. Don't let yourself down be the first to say "I love being me" you are amazing, speak and loudly say "I made it." And when you made it you will be amaze with the talent that you have shared globally. Take care everybody..GOD BLESS.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Caring for people who are helpless physically and mentally that's what I do...living with them is not really that easy if you're not that kind of person to deal with it. My grandma I didn't even had a chance to see her when she pass away. If you are providing care to one of your family who needs it, so be it. It will take 24 hours to do that and if you're not ready don't do it. Take the first step before doing it, take good care of yourself before caring for others. Good luck share what's new..talk to you again.
Take care
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Bring me something to eat I miss "pinakbet" right now I'm eating "crispy eggplant" really good, I eat this as a side dish, good for snacking, appetizers whatever you want it. I have to make "Lemon-Salmon with Veggie Saute" serve with hot cooked rice..what do you think.
Now..about Alona she's doing well finally she's doing well today, I can see her smiling and at least she's quiet today. Went out with Celyne for her outdoor activity. That will help her a lot how I wish she can continually doing well at this level, amazing. However nothing's easy for me at this time I need to quadruple my patience and make sure it's worth doing it. This year if I can see any better than what I'm doing at this time I will take the opportunity to try what else is worth doing...if that opportunity comes I will take it and see what's in it...well I have to sign off now, tomorrow again....take care.
Now..about Alona she's doing well finally she's doing well today, I can see her smiling and at least she's quiet today. Went out with Celyne for her outdoor activity. That will help her a lot how I wish she can continually doing well at this level, amazing. However nothing's easy for me at this time I need to quadruple my patience and make sure it's worth doing it. This year if I can see any better than what I'm doing at this time I will take the opportunity to try what else is worth doing...if that opportunity comes I will take it and see what's in it...well I have to sign off now, tomorrow again....take care.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Helping Alona with her cigarette addiction, I can say to myself I did all I can but nothing works. But in the other hand I'am thankful that she's not really as bad as anyone I know. Though I didn't see any improvement at this time, Alona will continually smoke cigarette anytime she wants. The best thing I can share right now is that people have their own rights and so be it. Because I cannot change people I can only help them with limits, Alona is in her 60's I don't want to argue with her but to help and encourage with healthy activities that she would like to do just to skip from smoking cigarette for awhile.
My father smoke cigar and alcoholic right now he is under the care of my sister in-law, my mother, sisters and nieces in the Philippines. My father suffered from stroke and due to delayed intervention his half body was paralyze, one of my niece finished with her nursing studies she's now RN in the Philippines, I'm so thankful that she can monitor her grandpa when needed. I know my father is lucky however all of this is not fun how I wish my father will speak again. Well it is getting late again I will talk to you tomorrow again
Good night
Talking about my favorite drama, Korean actor Lee Min Ho, once again I watch Boys Over Flowers amazing drama. City Hunter even better I'm watching it again..for now I'm waiting for the "One and Only" I don't know when its gonna be available...and more dramas to come... try watching Korean movies as well you will love it.
Enjoy the drama ...
Sunday, January 29, 2012
I came to this decision to let go of Alona, it's not that I want to push her away because of her cigarette addiction but Alona needed a higher level of care. Alona's unpredictable behavior last night is unacceptable I have to do something to help her and for the safety of everybody. Our polite conversation went smoothly yesterday night she said yes and then do it anyway. Alona and I had a wonderful day yesterday afternoon but then she blow it again with anger in the evening. It was bad that I need to call a police last night...got enough with her combative behavior she breaks hangers, threw things on the floor, cursing and tries to hit me. My nighttime becomes nightmare, her mother was notified and she is bringing more cigarette for Alona, however this coming month will be different, after thirty days Alona will start to pack her belongings and move on to her next journey of being slave to this thing called "cigarettes." I'll hope and wish for a better place for Alona I love to help her very much but she's not helping...however I will continue with my "polite conversation" with you bear with me and I'll tell you more....talk to you tomorrow again.
To be continued.
To be continued.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
4:30 in the afternoon I heard Alona's voice, she's talking to Shaani saying "I want to smoke now." Shaani came to me asking if Alona can smoke her cigarette I said she can have it around five o'clock however Alona came to me saying she's not hungry and will not eat dinner because she already eat pizza with her sister. Alona went in her room, Shaani is preparing dinner. I heard Alona's radio way too loud I have to see Alona and ask her if she can lower the volume if possible. Alona invited me in her room she's showing me her dragon book (The Discovery of Dragons--New Research Revealed--). Showing me her favorite dragon Soong Chen Yi's Dragon (also known as the Great Golden Worm). I'm glad Alona is cooperating this time, no cuss or anger presented today, Alona went outside to smoke her cigarette, this day is perfect for everybody...thank goodness.
To be continued I will talk to you tomorrow again.
Friday, January 27, 2012
T'was a beautiful morning cold (45degrees) and sunny..my red lion amaryllis is twisted and ruined however the flower intact but it's not in good shape. As always I have to forgive Alona, her mother came today and said sorry for what had happened to my amaryllis. I feel much better when I hear Alona's mother say "sorry" however my morning greetings from Alona is not good.
Alona is in her 60's having difficulty with her cigarette addiction. Alona smoked two cigarettes this morning but it is not enough to satisfy her nicotine craving. Alona came to me and asked if she can smoke one more cigarette, I said yes. After half an hour Alona is asking for more cigarette. Madness and anger arise when I said "no Alona you have to wait for an hour before you can smoke again." Alona acted so badly she grab the TV remote control and newspaper and threw it on the floor. Alona went in her room slammed the door, after that I heard more crashing sound. I quickly checked what's going on and I found Alona's lamp shade torn and smashed on the floor. Alona is cursing, I waited for an hour before I started "my polite conversation with Alona." I reminded Alona about her cigarette rules, she remember it very well, she understand what it is and said sorry for her actions this morning. I encourage Alona to play puppet hand therapy, it works at least 80% it helps to distract Alona from her cigarettes world. After that she went to Starbucks coffee shop. Finally "coffee time" wish me luck at least my G+ is helping..having fun so addictive.
Alona is back she's just back two steps to the front door saying "can I have my cigarette now."
To be continued...talk to you tomorrow again....good night
Thursday, January 26, 2012
My beautiful potted red lion amaryllis was damaged..am am not going to forgive Alona she knocked it and the whole thing fell on the floor, because she's mad. Alona is mad again because she can not wait for 8:00 o'clock (evening) to smoke her cigarette. Alona and I had a polite conversation regarding improving her anger management and increasing knowledge and insight to better cope with anger and cigarette addiction before dinner, it went smoothly however she blow it up again with anger. Words can't stop Alona from becoming a monster to this thing called "cigarette" it crept in her brain every single minute. Alona can not miss a single minute asking for her cigarette. Look my beautiful amaryllis I paid $17.99USD for this flower. I have to talk to her mother concerning this issue.
Alona is anxious right now sitting in the couch looking at me saying "can I have my cigarette now."
To be continued...be with you tomorrow again...good night.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Hello my name is Teresita I received a word from my niece..hello there. Before anything else am really happy to be here G+ I call it so "addictive." I came to this point trying to scribble a short part of what I call my "addict to cigarettes" Jeez how on earth I started this, am getting hot and sweaty..jaja. I smoke socially "only" not addicted to it. Am friendly too, I love my work every single day is an argument with Alona..she's a sweet lady but her life is cigarettes. I couldn't figure out why she's full of anger and madness because she wants to smoke whenever she wants. I've known Alona for almost a year. Alona is a slave of this thing called "cigarette" even freaked out when she's out of cigarettes. I never heard Alona talk about food. She never asked what's for breakfast? Whenever she's awake the first word I hear "can I have my cigarette."
Getting sleepy already...to be continued...good night.
Getting sleepy already...to be continued...good night.
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